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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Me, Charlotte, Today

I posted this at HCR a few minutes ago, but I figure that I better not be lazy and not post it here too. Read on for the Charlotte story.

Hey folks, I know that I haven't been here to chat much (lest its mobile tech). As some/most of you know, I am on the verge of moving to Charlotte, NC. I am done in MD today. I am leaving my apt, and only taking what can fit in my Civic LX.

A few people have asked why am I moving and I have been deliberatly silent on the matter. For good reason, up until today I have been a wavering dude left and right. As it is that I am in the last 24hrs of calling MD home, I am finally settled. This is what I've been wanting to do for 8 years and now I am getting there.

I first went to Charlotte 8 years ago with my college, Millersville University, gospel choir. That year I was assistant chaplin and due to some issues, I basically had chaplin duties when the time for spring break and our first choir tour came around. Upon getting off the bus in Charlotte, the air smelled different, I felt completly relaxed, and just had the overwhelming urge to not want to leave.

We left of course, but I purposed in my heart to get back there. Much prayer and a plan was given to me by God as to how to get thru each semester and what classes to take. You see, until that point, my grades had been in the under 2.0 range and I was in danger for a few semesters of not making it. No, I am intelligent, I wasn't focused. Charlotte, and the other things spoken with it, gave me the focus that I needed to grow in college.

I spent my years after college trying to get to Charlotte. In 2004 I thought I had an opportunity but I was told by the Lord to go back to Philly. It was there that I reconnected with my mom and sis, and basically got some extra training in. Fall of 04, I moved to Manassas as my cousin who lived there hooked me up with a job that would help me get outa debt. God called it a training ground. I was to be here to build.

In summer of 05 I moved to Laurel, when I got the apartment the call was simple, two years and then to NC. Unfortunately, things seemed bleak when I left my job last summer because of emotional, health, and management reasons. I was quite discouraged and Charlotte (and the rest of the vision/dream) was a distant thought. I was out of work for two months (to the day) and got on board with another company that at gave me a good bit of experience.

I left that contacted position May 31 of this year. In Novemeber, before my 3 month evaluation the decision was prayerfully made to move. Scared, not sure what my finances would look like, and with just me, I'd make the move. When my contract was over in March, I thought that I would go, but various spiritual mentors showed me the timing issue. Right call, not yet.

At the end of April I heard and have since basically been getting myself ready to go. Like Santigao in The Alchemist, I have had my share of challenges, and by no means is getting there the end of things. It's the beginning of a lot. My closest friends and family who have heard me spit Charlotte for the last 8 years know this.

For me, this is huge. And I share this with HCR in part because I am too lazy to click over and write this on my own blog. But I wanted to also encourage any of you in that position of being that person who is turning your familiy, community, city, nation, the world in another bend. Where you are going others have done similar, but not exactly. You are walking out and ahead of folks. IF you are anything like me, you are a few years ahead of where anyone wants to listen. But stick to the vision, stay in the Word, stay devoted to God's heart for Himself and His people. Things will pan out and you will get there, and proably have a lot of people walking better because of it.

As for me, I still have no job. I'll be staying with a cousin for a few weeks and hopefully I shall find something. But in the meantime, I have devoted my life thus far to God because of this [huge] vision. I'm learning again that there is a cost to dreams like these. But there is also a God gloryfing ending that happens in the mist of walking it out. Please be encouraged, and please also keep me in your prayers.

Thanks to all who have been so very encouraging during this time.
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Friday, June 29, 2007

Get the Bible on your iPhone

Just get an iPhone and are kinda miffed that you cannot get the Bible on it. There is a solution and Mobile Ministry Magazine points on how to get there and what it means for other mobile devices.

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Wrong Devotional

For a guy who is supposed to be really spiritual, I do a horrible job of being disciplined.

All day the line has been in my head, "..and his morning devotional, the New York Times.." I've started out a few days by turning over and reading news via RSS feeds on my mobiles. No, there seems to be something right about getting in tune with the day by seeing the direction news I various industries is going. But I seem to have missed that key element that I've most needed since leaving a relationshp some months ago, a relationship to which I am devoted.

A friend asked me if there was something besides a listening that I wanted, I refused to answer and yet here I am speaking it a bit. I had a (few) missteps with another friend and rather than just languish in my defeat of discipline again, I noticed while I had the act of giving attention down, I didn't have the act of devotion handled.

That's why I am writing this [extra] perrsonal post now. Sometimes it really isn't about me, mobiles, or what I see and literally have a chaice for. For this guy who paints multiple walls at once, it is about focusing my attention, heart, and energy for a consistent amount of time on the one being that can settle me.

Hence the title of this piece. My energies have long since not gone in the right direction, and where things suffer the most is in the lives of those people who've looked towards me for guidance.

No, I am not moving just to move. Not doing mobile because I do it easily. I am doing what I was designed to do and I totally understand that. Its just that at nearly 3am for the 3rd or 4th night in a row, I am seeing that idleness isn't my battle as I thought the past few nights, it is that I have been putting my energies into keeping away from God's heart that He's devoted for me to dedicate my life to.

Edit/Addition: I really like how the grass theme makes posts look that are not formatted with the "Read More" link. They look like a part of a journal on my computer.

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

I Want My Pretty Too

As I sit and read the mounds of reviews and perspectives about the iPhone, I have come to the conclusion that I do not want one. I might at some point want to play with it and see what the UI (user interface) fuss is about, but I don't really care. One could probably say that it has something to do with what I already own, or that I am jealous, but the fact of the matter is, I don't want an iPhone, I want my phone to be pretty (accessible, usable, beautiful) too.

When I talk about pretty, I am talking about the way that the device communicates how I want to interact with the world around me. Yes, part of that is cost and features, but another part of that, the huge part that Apple has garnered a ton of free press for, is the user interface. But I don't want Apple's I want something a bit more refined, and at the same time flowing and friendly in getting things done.

Let's start with my current device, the Palm Treo 680 and its 8GB memory card being used on the AT&T network. Since that puts me at nearly the same ability as the iPhone, I figure it is a good place.

First off, I would love to see the entire interface made "web 2.0"-ish. No, my website doen't reflect this with its hard edges and simple approach. But I would like to see the GUI (gooy, graphical user interface) be a lot better than what it is. Aspects such as shading, shadows, and anti-ailased font's would be great if added to on-screen elements. Improving the pixel density to more dots per inch would be great too.

Then I would take the phone applicaiton's main screen, and really make that the center of what is going on. I would make all but one of the tabs to be customizable, with two sizes (the current size and one about half the current size). I would then add the abilty to add photos to dial (just like on the Windows Mobile version of the Treo), or the ability to see more than one appointment. I would then make sure that one of the tabs goes to the favorites screen, but instead of making it favorites, I would replace the default application launcher with this and enable every application to be launched from that screen by tapping a letter and clicking it.

Speaking of tapping, I would flatten somewhat the Treo's keyboard keys. And make the device about half as thick with a higher resolution camera with auto-focus (2-5 megapixels please). And then adopt the applications to better suited to be used by a finger or a stylus. I already see how the Nokia N800 manages to be able to tell when I am typing with a stylus or my finger. How about extending that to all aspects of the UI -- sure it makes for a larger program, but it also makes for a more usable one.

I would then update the software all over the place. I would make sure that there is a status bar that could be seen in all applications that would let me know visually if there is a new email, SMS, appointment or missed call. I would at least improve the browser so that I could have the option of viewing websites via their handheld CSS or via the desktop one. I would then add that living address book I talk about a lot, and plug it into every IM and social networking service that has some kind of presence notification.

After all of that, just make sure that the battery life is as stout as the Nokia E61i that I just reviewed, and I'll be happy.

And for less than what any paid for the iPhone (Treo $200 w/contract, 8GB SDHC card $60 shipped, applications maybe another $30 total), I will have my pretty too.

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Quoteable

This is from an article at ESPN about Greg Oden:

...One of the reasons black men in general, and specifically those in the NBA have an image problem is because too many of us treat street cred as a precious commodity to obtain, as opposed to what it really is -- the byproduct of unfortunate circumstances. The rationale is so perverse that otherwise friendly players will scowl in photo shoots and spin tales about the hustle despite growing up attending private schools in the suburbs or in a loving home with two parents. Listen, regardless of what they will tell you, every black person older than 50 did not march with Dr. King and every black NBA player did not dodge bullets to get to school...

I absoutely love that quote. Read the entire article at ESPN Page 2 if you want to know more about the NBA player this was written towards and how people like him could change (even a small bit) the perception of minorities in sports.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Brighthand's Nokia E61i Review

In my latest review at Brighthand, I take a look at the Nokia E61i, a Symbian/S60 smartphone with an emphasis on business. It features a built-in keyboard, 3G cellular-wireless networking, 2.0 megapixel camera, and Wi-Fi. Can it supplant my Treo as a day to day device, or will hardware or software hold it back? Read on to find out.

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Just A Few

I have this one friend who says that she only likes reading blogs that talk about depressing things. The good stuff in life is never 'as alive' as the depressing times, and ends up making for better reading.

I could pen a few things now, but I am not sure that it would be needed. This whole trying to move to Charlotte has been up and down, and more times down. Calls (or no calls at all) about job and rooming prospects; bills; and just in general this whole 'I have never heard of anyone doing this before, or at least anyone I know" makes for the stuff of a movie or two I am sure. The only part here is that there is no forseen better ending, lest you count that God is in control. And that has been my only solace.

The new keyboard is gone, my desktop is acting up, and I have two finiky phones in rotation. Nope, not even considering an iPhone. I need to ability to copy/paste text and that is something that is a big miss to me -- besides to other features missing. The interface is pretty though, that much I wish my device did have.

I think that I will take some time away from my apt now. I have things to do, but just the general feeling that what all that is going on I am not in control of and it gets at me a good bit. That part is a bit unnerrving. Even though (as one pastor friend puts it), God is allowing me to flex my faith muscles.

Tis a shame that God and I both know they have atrophied a good bit.

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Where Will You Be on 6/29 @ 6pm?

I can tell you where I will not be (link)
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Monday, June 25, 2007

New Skin, Limited Appeal

Part of the fustrations of doing new skins is when I realize that making it work in the [popular] antiquated browser of IE6 is much more of a pain than it should be. Its usually then that I toss up the design and move on, because I frankly cannot stand IE6 (and sometimes IE7) and how they make what could be of a neat appeal (skinning websites) in lieu of design, something to be tried and then loathed.

I still have been able to make this Opera/Firefox friendly new skin called Grass though. I like it as it was my original intent for the grass image that is used on the default screen. Heckm it was actually suppoed to be called Grounded (but GoodFriday's CSS took that name in a last bit change).

Nevertheless, I like it so far. It has seemed to do relatively well in testing, but Blogger's preview didn't like it as much.

I need to figure out my sidebars, there is just too much information there to make it work in this or some of the other skins I have.

And yes, I really have been up the past 4+ hours designing and testing this little skin. Its a passion thing ya know.
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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Their Aim Is Functionality

Image: Me holding the Nokia N800 Internet TabletOn Thursday or Friday (forgetting at the moment), I had an opportunity to speak on the phone with a person at a major handheld company about some issues that I had been having with one of their devices. As we spoke about the issues, I explained not only what the issues were, but why the issues mattered and what more I was looking for out of the device. In one part of the conversation, I even remarked that I would not ask about future devices, but see that their aim was functionality, I only wanted to pique their minds as to what more they could reach for.

Like many people who use a PDA or smartphone device, I am governed by who is in my contacts and what is on my calendar. Between the both of those applications, I pretty much determine what and where I will spend my time. And for good reason, at one time I was the person who would drop everything for anything at anytime. That was no way to run my life, and having a PDA that helped me to manage that went a long way into making me a functional person in this culture/society.

So you can imagine how excited I do get when talking about functionality, and not just features. When I talked with that person, I was able to share about Jaiku and how much it excites me about being a 'living address book.' I talk to other friends about what they like and don't like about mobile devices and get some really good perspectives as to what can and cannot work. But everything and everyone seems to boil down to a common theme: being functional without losing myself.

I think that is one of the reasons that I am sometimes a fanatic about mobile technology. There are some devices that for the life of me I would not use a lot of the features, but I know people who could use a few of them. Heck, driving around VA Beach/Norfolk last weekend I was so happy that I had GPS in my phone and could literally get where I needed to get to (despite not driving and switching directions on the part of the GPS). It fit my needs for that moment, and for that time had just been usable, functional, timely.
Image: The new Sony Ericsson W960i, via Mobile Burn
Sure, I have a touchscreen phone and 8GB now, but I wouldn't hesitate to move to a better package if it better fit my needs

So when I look at the devices that I have around me, I no longer wonder what it is that I could do, I pretty much know amd do those things. What I am looking for is something that makes various aspects of my life easier to deal with. Whether it is Jaiku or a automatic profile program, or a combination of the two (hint, hint Palm et al), I need a device, services, and in general technology to be functional for my life, not me [functional] for the device and service.

Afterall, if my aim were to just get a better device, then I would have been happy a long time ago and stopped. I am looking for something a bit better than what is now, a bit functional.

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The Lessons of Many Naps

I am finally waking up again, this after taking what seemed like 2 or 3 naps after I got back from Bay Area today. It was good to get back there at least one more time before this move -- to see folks and just make good on at least one lat run of connecting before checking out to Charlotte.

Oh yea, I haven't mentioned that much, I am moving to Charlotte, this week, and boy am I having to trust God on this one.

Hence the lesson of many naps. You see, this weekend I have slept more than I have done anything else. Whether I have been awake and on the computer just writing blindly (I know, one should never do that), or literally sleeping, it has been one of those times when everything around me is calling me to rest. And for good reason, this move has me stretched and stressed.

After service I went to the Atlanta Bread Company for another one of those excellent sandwitches. I brought it back to my apt and ate it while reading BMW Magazine. After eating I continued to read and then a funny thing happened, I got comfy and started to doze off. I realized at some point that I was sleep -- way past that dozing stage -- and woke up only to go to sleep again. If felt good, and at the same time, I got all of nothing done, which seems to have been my MO this month.

I've gathered some energy to see what is going on around me in terms of possible living arrangements in Charlotte (funds low, faith low, man I need God to move) and then also checked my heart out to see if I have been really resting, and the thing is that I have not. As my really honest friend shared in an email last night, sometimes you don't feel like you are connected ot God at all. It's not that you don't know because you do, it is that you don't have that fervor that comes from being with Him.

A person who sat in front of me at service today wrote on his bulletin (paraphrase): "A person is truly desolate when they are not mindful of the presence of God around them."

That cut me right then and there. At that point I could forget the show of worship, the episodes of fellowhsip, I could really finally just sit in silence (thanks Rick G.) and listen to my heart's tick and God's pointed responses. I got a moment of rest then.

So it doesn't surprise me on one end to be up and a bit energetic on the computer now. I am posting in a few forums, looking for jobs, looking for a place to live, and looking to expand MMM some more. The feeling is that I know that I need to be doing something, but that something isn't supposed to be activity, but rest.

Strange how a few naps will let that settle in some. Back I go to the classroom to see if I left a pencil or anything else that needs to be refined.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Remembering Being Sparked

I can remember some years back when I would spend these Saturdays where I would do nothing but watch cartoons and eat all day. I might ride a bit to stem the boredom (today I drove to get my food) but for the most part it was one of those things where I got so bored that I could be sparked easily.

And it is tonite when I do so that a breadcrumb trail of links from Digital Sanctuary landed me at FutureLab and a thinktank of some folks who are not just thinking about how to change education, but going about changing it (in the UK at least).
Image: circles of color, via FutureLab
Like Cynthia, I wonder about the principles at this site and how it effects the Christian body, but I am also sparked about the educational side too. How could mobiles better facilitate the education process, and what doors would that unlock that need to be unlocked (removed)?

Tonite might just be one of those nites of memory, and I for one can use this kinda spark. It just might be a good day afterall.

An addition:
I jumped back into this post (1) because I needed to update the spelling of Cynthia's site (sorry about that) and (2) because in adding a few new links to my sidebar, I came across another article that speaks to exactly how I feel that I can change education. I have no problem embracing and extending new technologies. The key is making sure that the content is retained and that the students grow. This cannot be guaranteed by methods new or old, but by making sure that the canvas that is the student's life (the sum of their abilities, moods, values, perceptions, etc.) is mentored so that learning becomes something they are, not just something they do.

My mom put me in front of TV, enclclopedias, the Bible, and plenty of people from all walks of life. I've been able to parlay that into something bigger than just a degree, but actual connections that create community. How much more would a student be able to do that if the educational system was not a system of ancient dos and donts but an organic process of comprehending and retreving lessons from the past to craft the future.

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Mobile Irrelevance

I've had much of this day where I have sat and done absoutley nothing. I slept, waited on a friend, ate a stromboli, and lived most of the online 'me' via my Treo and N95. Basically, I'm at some point where things I do go thru the mobile before anywhere else. And for me that's just fine. But I wonder, not so much if others don't care that it can be done, but that mobile tech sits in a state of irrelevance.

Seriously, I don't think that mobile anything is relevant to anyone until they need it to be. And even then, it cannot be disruptive, but it has to be seemless, and to some extent beautiful to interact with. I was telling a friend of mine at breakfast on Friday that people that I've told to get XYZ device or service years ago are only now starting to get that they've needed it. People who've rebuffed using smartphones because of the 'I might lose it factor' or the 'eggs in one basket factor' are starting to realize the error of that type of thinking when personal needs have changed.

Surely, people will only get it when they want to. How else can you describe how people are like 'wait, you can do music on a phone now, and not just a ringtone, but a full song?'

I shake my head at these people and many others. No, not because I have a $200 device with a $60 memory card that costs less and does as much as the upcoming $600 iPhone. I shake my head at these people who wonder why they hands and backs hurt from lugging devices and USB keys to transport informaion when server storage and personal devices are suitable for these concepts. It's ok now. I understand it. It will only be relevant when you are ready for it to be.

I think that is why technology moves at the pace it does. Palm seems to always do well (mindshare, not so much marketshare) because they sell what people want. Well mostly, the feature-packed, and super slim models from other manufacturers are always there, but Palm seems to be able to keep with selling and making an influence. Apparently, they are relevant -- timely and suitable -- and others are not as much so.

(well, maybe not always timely: I personally think highly of the Foleo as a product and a way of computing, but it has been throughly slammed. There is something to be said about being too far out there I guess)

I keep thinking that we will come to this moment when devices and services will be nearly seemless, that things will for the most part just work, and we wll all have the technical compentency to just roll along. Then I remember where it is that I live, and that a $600 feature phone makes more sense and garners more applause than a $100 laptop and its maker's mission to enable and educate the world. Irrelevance indeed.

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Friday, June 22, 2007

TM James Series

My bro has been doing a series of studies on the book of James and it's been really life giving. The last one really spoke towards a maturity that I am learning to better take heed to and I hope that you find it life giving as well. Here is a snippet:

...That alone is not the only context for "slow to speak." In relation to the "quick to hear" we are able to understand that application in terms of being quiet, but it also implies that there is a time that we will have to speak. This speaking refers to the times when we, as believers, have to deliver and/or teach the Word of God. We should never come into a situation like that puffed up and thinking that we know it all or that we know what we're doing. Bringing forth the Word of God is a weighty responsibility and not one to be taken lightly, and it is with that in mind that James pens these words. If we quickly flip over to James 3:1-2, we will see that James further elaborates on this in his letter...

Read the rest of this study and other worthwhile devotionals at Trailblazin Ministries.
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Thursday, June 21, 2007

More Than a Pretty Face

Although I can understand the appeal of a cutting edge design, in a recent Brighthand article I ask that mobile device offers the kind of depth necessary to be truly useful.
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Changing My Phone Book

Ok see, here's one of those I'm moving and don't wanna do this again things. I am adding only people from my Jaiku list to my phone book. I fuigure that if you aren't there that you are either a relative who aren't on a computer of any kind (hehheh, work to do), or just that you don't know yet. So, take this as your note to let me know that you have me as a contact, and then I can get ta moving.

Here is my Jaiku page.

If you are involved in mobile, mobile web dev, ministry, or internet ministry, please do also jump in on this list. I'd like to make sure that I am doing my part by using this tech to promote our fellowhip and its development. Thanks.

Oh yea, not every contact will be kept, I have in mind some new and old folks that I won't add, but I did need to make this a public announcement. Cheers.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Technological Freedom, Casual Computing

I can by no means take credit for the title. Symbian Guru is the one with the post that literally made a ton of sense, and answered a prayer in part, as I read it. What it means is something that I have been pushing towards for years it seems; but what it means as a paradigm of computing is both liberating, and taxing.

The first part -- technological freedom -- the ability to see and move within and without technology in such a way that companies and culture bend to the ability to connect and get things done. If you will, using a tool in such a way that promotes the freedom to "be."

The second part -- casual computing -- here I like Symbian Guru's definition (paraphrased):
Enabling a richer life experience by being connected with the relationships online without being chained to a computer

If you will, knowing the software and hardware that works best to keeping you in relationship, without spending all of your spare time pining about making "computer time" or wondering how to play the game of "life balance." Causal computing would be that space where you are balanced and know what works for you, and then you and your social relationships online and offline meld into that, and the computing experience fosters stronger and longer lasting relational connections.

Imagine now such a lifestyle where "going to work" was not the norm for most fields, but going to fellowship with friends and family was where "work" happened. Where the hardware connects with software and you just get life done as it happens (still meeting deadlines).

Considering how I am not even home when writing this, I guess that to some degree I am free and casual now. I'm personally just looking for that place where I also make a living out of all of this meeting and connecting stuff.

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Carnival of the Mobilists #78

Image: Text Style Carnival of the mobilists, via Symbian GuruI know that I talk about the Carnival of the Mobilists on and off a bit, but this week I get to chat a bit because I am featured in this week's version, talking about the iPhone article. Check out the rest of the Carnival at Symbian Guru.

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Burger King & Modern Day Slavery

Found this posting over at HCR. One part of the argument is BK's practices, another part illegal immigrants. Here is a snippet:

...But Burger King -- the second-largest hamburger chain in the world -- has so far refused to work with farm workers and heed the call of the faith community to improve wages and working conditions for those who pick their tomatoes.

Burger King is able to pool the buying power of thousands of restaurants to extract the lowest possible tomato prices from its suppliers. But these artificially cheap tomatoes come at a high cost for farm workers...


Read the rest of this posting and get your letter in.
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Considering an iPhone, Consider the Costs

My bro Matt Miller did a breakdown of what it would cost him to get an iPhone. If you are considering an iPhone or other smartphone-type device, you might be interested in this breakdown.
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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Phone Books

So, my friend was looking through my phone book today and it was funny hearing someone else go thru all the folks I've known.

The funny part was that there are a number of people whoom I have misspelled. Now, if you are reading this and wondering if I have your info right, make sure to fix your info up via this site, and then email it to me :). It's more fun that way.
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Resting, Not Yet My Day

It's been a long last few days. I've really done a lot and gotten myself in and out of trouble all over the place. Today, I am finally sitting down and making good on a Sunday of rest.

I woke up to a text message today. A friend wished me a 'happy future Father's Day.' While I understand what people want to do, I am not sure that such a greeting bodes well for any on the receiving end of it. You see, its one thing if I were married and my wife and I were expecting. But, its another thing when there is no wife, no expecting, and therefore emptiness towards a feeling that I am expected to have, but have nothing to gound those feelings on.

No, its not that I want to be in that queue of 'depressed' wanna-be dads; but today is a day that we celebrate those who are, not those who wish to be.

So if you don't mind, I shall again slide this greeting and blessing aside to those who deserve it. My friend's stepdad get's it today; he has something good to build today on. Me on the other hand, I'm not yet there. Not that I don't wish for that day, but today is not yet my day. I'll respect those who are there and await my turn.

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Happiness, But Not In A Phone

There are a few things that I could be happy about at the moment. But frankly, I haven't much. Sure, Engadget Mobile's reporting of a few new Sony Ericsson phones is kinda cool. But I am looking for more than a filler.

For many years I've dreamed about new land, a solid and warm place to live, and just enough peace to keep 'me' at bay. When deciding to move to Charlotte, I knew that at least I'd be called on that. Things are more than just a fancy phone.

I spent years on two mistakes only to have dreams deferred again. Not even an iPhone wannabe is going to help that.

I've spent much pen and ink just here. But touchscreens and styli are not good enough for that either.

Brown sugar...
Not even good enough as a phone casing.

Seems like the happiness of a dream that I had been chasing is totally wrong.

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Ok, Maybe WiFi Would Work

I am visiting a friend of mine's place right now and sitting to get some work done. As normal, I am on my phone doing that work. Sometimes its just easier this way to just pull out a device, flick it on and get rolling. But there is only one real hiccup, wi-fi.

You see, if I had wi-fi in this phone (the Treo), then I would be able to get a few things done online -- and quickly. But its not just that, I am not sure that a communicator can really get by without wi-fi except in a few areas.

Granted, if the Treo supported HSDPA/UMTS -- Cingular/AT&T calls this 3G -- then I would have those fast connections and wi-fi's speed would not be as much an issue.

Then again, the Blazer web browser on here has some missing holes -- mainly no clear RSS integration, sometimes horrible optimization of HTML, and shoddy JavaScript support. If it were not for those issues, then it would be an even more suitable web browser, and really rock as a communicator device for a ton of uses (light and heavy as I do).

Thinking like that, maybe wi-fi is not as much a need at all, just some better designed and more functional software.

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Right in my (back) Yard

It's kinda amazing what you find out about when you read things that you enjoy. Kinda like finding a toy in the backyard that you never knew that you had.

It's kinda a shame that I didn't know about this sooner, else I would have been throughly involved. Oh well, maybe I can start a Mobile Monday NC. That would be kinda cool.

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Poem: Not My Day

There are not too many of these
The sun and moon which are not mine to enjoy
I get by when I release time
Letting days be their own wonder and present
Appeased by nothing but a void
I hope for these phases to come and go quicly
And yet even this year I am set saddened anew
Not ever a snowballs' smile could measure cooler feelings
This day I remember twice what happened once
Twice more shall I meet this day
Before the sun and moon are renewed once more
For some each we look towards
For me its a reminder of the day that will never return.

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Testing, and Some Rambling

I am going about testing an update to the CSS that I just made via DragonEdit (www.greendragonsoftware.com). If this works, I will at least have some nearly formatted entries when out and about.

I really do wish that Blogger was automatically able to cut my posts after the first paragraph and then do the 'read more.' Besides keeping the front page clean, it makes it a lot easier to come back and edit things.

Getting my car serviced. I often talk about being mobile and the 70K miles on my car are a testament to that. It's also a good time for me to sit and get some emails and posting in. Weirdly enough, this is another one of those times where a Foleo would come in handy just for the browsing (hey, the Spurs won and I wanna read a lot about it, and quickly).

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Just Rolling Along

This is another one of those unformattted posts from the Treo. But once I get Dragon Edit back up and rolling on here, I'll at least have things looking good (I forgot a CSS property and so that will at least be able to edit that).

It's kinda interesting sitting at the Borders now. There have been a few people to look over at me typing on this keyboard (the Palm Wireless Keyboard with Bluetooth) and have been a bit wowed. I sometimes forget that I am a bit out there with this stuff. Ah, but its all well.

One of the thoughts that I have upcoming (hopefully) is a post about some things that web developers (at least the HTML/CSS guys) can do to improve the accessiblity of their webpages. Using microformats, semantic HTML, and a few other technical tricks are part of it, but its the planning of the page and content for respective audiences that will really make or break things. I am also hoping to employ this upcoming methodology to a page that I am working on, and so that shall be a good bit of fun.

There is some benefit to sitting here and just using my phone and keyboard. I can see how working with the Foleo or similar wireless teathered device can work for me. It seems that for me to get the most out of working on the go, I need to not just be technically able, but also out and about.

My bro just called a bit ago and were we talking about Matthew. He's been reading it and brought up the tranisition within it of going from teaching to healing, and how the subject of faith plays a big part of that. We then talked about the centurion and how his approach to Jesus was one part because of what he had seen Jesus do, but another part in how he knew how to live because he was a soldier.

If you didn't know some context, in Jesus's time, the Israelites were long without an army. And so for someone outside of that context to know devotion and service, the strength of the command with words, and how presence of authority is easily identified was something that was not easily seen in Israel. People just didn't know about that perspective of life. The Roman centurian did. And so whether it was because of that view, or because his house was indeed dirty -- for him to invite a Jew into his home and that Jew not be a slave would have been seen as a cultural snaffu -- the recognition of the power of Christ to just speak and the environment around be changed was indeed profound. It was this element of recognizing authority that made Jesus exclaim, “such faith have I not seen even in all of Israel.”

Knowing that context makes that come alive a bit doesn't it.

Just rollin along that's all. Who knows what is next after that.
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Monday, June 11, 2007

The iPhone's Biggest Innovation...Mobile Apps

To those of you who are looking at the iPhone, a recent report from Engadget Mobile about what will be coming with the iPhone may have profound effects on how you think and go about computing. I for one am excited about it. Read on to see why.

At the recent Apple Worldwide Developers Conference (WWDC), Steve Jobs pulled out some interesting information about the upcoming iPhone, such as relase date (June 29th) and support for theird-party application development. But it is the latter item that is probably the most important and groundbreaking. Applications written for the iPhone have to be written as browser-based applications that run within then Safari browser. Simply put, this means that the iPhone is ushering in web applications as the standard means for getting applications on to mobile devices.

What Does This Mean?
Safari is a web browser. Much like Internet Explorer, Firefox, Opera, and a host of others, it is a means to access information on the Internet (and intranets) through a largely common platform and simple to use development tools ((x)HTML, CSS, JavaScript, AJAX, and many others). By making it so that applicaitons have to use the browser to be installed on the device. Apple is taking the position that there is some level of connectivity to information that is possibly online, that people will want to use. And unlike 3rd party applicaitons on other platforms, most of which are not run through a browser, these applications will have the ability to not only run on the iPhone, but any computer that has a suitable web browser.

For developers, this simplifies a great deal of writing applications for a new platform. The mobile landscape has Garnet, Windows Mobile (at least two versions), Symbian (two versions there too), and various flavors of Linux, not to mention the UMPC devices running other forms of Linux and Windows (XP or Vista). By taking the application away from the OS and to the browser, platforms such as Adobe's Apollo, Microsoft's Silverlight, and Google's web applications suite can be leveraged for more than just a spot reference. The developer will have to host parts of their application on their severs, and Safari will have to offer some type of offline ability (such as Google Gears or Firefox 3's Offline Mode) so that users do not lose data when they are not connected to a server. But this does make application development a lot more streamlined.

For users this means that one could soon get away from using platform specific applications, and rely more on browser-based applciations. One possiblity that Apple could be looking at is taking their products iLife, iPhoto and others and making them browser based applicaitons on their desktop/laptops, and then one would be able to log in to those apps via the iPhone and utilize all or some abbreviated form of the application for the smaller mobile device. If written right, applciaitons will also be able to easier share informaiton and connections between information would be able to be made.

When the iPhone was introduced, Steve Jobs stated that it was five years ahead of any other phone out there. By pressing the mobile apps via the web browser button, they might not be five years out, but are certainely well out and ahead of other manufactuers and carriers.
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Friday, June 08, 2007

Day Rider LOL

To those who like a good car action flick, this movie is sure not to disappoint and make you laugh a lot. Click thru to view the vid, You Tube via Autoblog.

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Nokia N95 Review at Brighthand

I've talked enough about the N95 at several places (here, Brighthand, and MMM). It's really one of the best phones that I have ever played with. I am grateful to have had the opportunity to play with another face of the future of mobile technology. Check out my review at Brighthand for all the gritty details, and don't say that I didn't warn you that it is indeed a heck of a multimedia computer.

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Philo Album Release Party & Book Signing June 9th

A good friend of mine is releasing both a book and album on this coming June 9th (two days from now, yikes). Read on for the event information as well as links to where you can purchase the CD or MP3 of the entire project.

June 9th 4pm to 8pmPhilo w/God Album Release Party, Book Signing — at Holy Trinity Worship Center International 4628 Minnesota Ave. NE, Washington DC 20019
Bring some friends & get there early....seating is limited!!!!

Created this item HTML code with the hCalendar Creator I'll update this later with links to the CD and MP3 sites to purchase this release.

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Foleo Thoughts

Being that I am so smartphone-centric (meaning simply that I do a ton form my smartphone out of preference and occasionally need), I really have wondered if a device like the Palm Foleo would be just about right for me.

You see, outside of Starcraft 2, I really don't "need" a new computer, just something with a bigger screen to handle a few tasks that I do on my smartphone already. My only real thoughts are with data, I have a ton of it with pics and music and most of it I do not need all of the time. Then again, if I get a 32GB SD card in my Treo (no that is not out yet, but 8GB ones are and I have one), then this could really work for me.
Image: Palm Foleo with Nokia N800 on top, via PalmInfocenter
What cannot work is the price. Seriously, for $600, I do not see this as being a good purchase. Shoot, the N800 is a nearly $500 device and while also meeting a similar need (despite the size), I cannot see something being essentially a "dumb terminal" as something that should cost this much.

It does work is in its simple and straightforward functionality. I could post to sites when home as the Foleo wouldn't leave there unless I was on an extended trip (smaller trips would see the Treo and a bluetooth keyboard as the only carried devices). I'd be able to carve out various spots in my home for the Foleo as unlike most laptops I wouldn't be chained to a power supply. And then I'd have the fun of just turning it on and working. No boot up time - I say this despite my desktop booting in less than 20 secs usually. For me, the idea of the Foleo works very well. There are just some niggles that I wish that I could better address. I do wonder if I could do some HTML development with it. All I'd need is a notepad application and Opera to have a FTP widget (which I believe it does). Then I would essentially be just fine with this. A simple photo app would be even sweeter icing as I could really get a complete review done on it. But that's it. Simple apps to do simple tasks and its just about right there in the Foleo, but eh...

So where does this leave me in terms of computing? Clearly, I do not need a full laptop anymore as my smartphone(s) meet my needs spot on. But the price of the Foleo ($500 with the introductory rebate is still too much) is just too much to consider it an investment (even though it would be something that would play well with Brighthand and MMM work). Heck, even now, I am on my desktop with the Treo as a modem only using the bigger/better Opera browser and larger screen to get this post made better than I could on the Treo itself. I don't need all the other widgets and stuff, just something that works when the Treo is too small or not effective enough to work with.

This is the future of computing for me and many others though, and it will be a while before catching on. I just wonder if people, myself included, are really ready for this paradigm shift.
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Missed Something, God Just Had to Be Involved

Check out a bit of what happened to me today.

So I wake up a bit late but still with good time to get from NC back to my place in MD. I get all ready to leave and notice that I have a flat tire. That was quite weird, as I normally check my tires. I do know that I have to get new tires, but had that planned for when I got back to MD.

After not seeing any nails or anything in it, I made the decsion to just put some air in it and drive around a bit before leaving. My friend asked me to call if I ran into any issues. So I put the air in, and the tire was fine after a few minutes, but driving it wasn't. I took it to a shop and they told me that they could look at my car at 1.

That kinda set me back a bit, but I knew this expense was coming and so I waited.

The tire had a nail in it and I decided to just go for it and get two new tires. Besides the strange feeling of two new tires, I am in NC still for the next day, thinking that driving tonite would not be a good idea.

So my friend is watching the news a bit ago and sees a story about 95 being closed. I look it up online and find that a major part of 95 southbound was closed due to a really bad accident. Suffice to say, I would have been in that because the accident happened at 4 in the AM.

As of now it is still messed up there and the road crews will be out overnight to fix it. But yet, I look at the flat and laugh a bit. God had to be in the mist of that one. Because I could have been stuck in traffic and a lot tired, but instead I get new tires and some extra (and needed) rest.

Now, if I can just catch a break on another major bill, that would also be a blessing and a half. God knew that much about this trip, I wonder how this part plays out too.
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Monday, June 04, 2007

Where Website Design Goes Wrong

Here is another one of those posts where I am on the Treo and get a rant off, and its just about as unformatted as the manner that some websites are designed.

You see, I have a few friends who take some extra measures in viewing websites. Whether it is because they have an accessiblity need or a developer one, most of the times, I come across these people who really do not have an optimial viewing experience on the web because of the way websites are designed.

One friend was even on a site for NC's Division of Services for the Blind and the site was literealyl designed ONLY on the front page to be accessbile. And even then it was horrible. Besides the heavy emphasis on tables and horrible HTML markup, it was outsright unattractive in both design and content. There was no flow or outline to the content.

When I looked to redesign my site some time ago, one of the aims was to make sure that the content and the design would be able to speak to the needs of those who wanted to read my site. Sure, I usually write poems, mobile, or other thoughts, but I wanted to make sure that at least the content and the flow of things matched. Well, that and I am normally on my Treo and don't have as great a browser.

So why cannot larger sites get on board and do that? Heck, the federal gov and schools at least. For some reason, people see design as just an asthetic thing, when it is the whole picture. If the design is simple and effective, then the message will come across. But if you totally miss your audience wanted and audience given, then you miss the chance to actually use the web as a means to change lives.

Why have a site if you cannot even consider that its design has to consider and cater to those who might not want anything more than to know who you are? More than other web 2.0 stuff, accessbile and usable information should be the aim of anything we do on the web.
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Poem: Qualifications For...

Today is that day
The day where my pen and pencil matter no more
That day where I scale those steps wanting for approval
For sure standing
For stature of peacable laughs
Degrees and comfort for just a bit more

Opened no doors
I ran right in
Sat on no seats
But the faith was just as sure
Appeased the professor one week and two
But on the third one my ability to answer was delayed
I wished for me to be better
But here it is

Take a breath
It's only a test
You can chase this one just fine

Question one
Will you trust God
Question two
Will you will you work as hard as you can
Explain

Dang, I had an answer
But my cheat sheet was taken before I started

Pen again
Paper here
Take a breath

Question three
Will you love your family
Will you love your friends
Do you still love "her"
Will she come back again

It kept going on and on
The questions one after the other
20 or more
Some from me and some not
And as I drove on and on it was ok
I'll make it through this one
No matter the grade
I did my best
I did the time
Even took an extra two months for lifetime savings time

Husband of one wife
Not given to wine
Not a striker
Just and sure
He will perfect that too
Yes
I am qualified to do take this test

I sat down no pen
Yet I relenquished my need to write the story
I drew no water
Yet allowed this moment to saturate me
In the flow
I find that I am qualified no matter the result

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Mobile, But Not So

I am sitting at my friend's place right now. I have bene driving a whole lot the past two weeks with now three trips to NC in 5 weeks. year I know, I drive a lot, but that is part of what happens when you move on. Get it in ya know...

The hardest part about this weekend has been the instability of my Treo. A few times now when trying to get certain emails or SMSes out, I have been a bit rebuffed with resetting. Sure, I know, it sounds like I should send it back. But to those of you who don't understand mobile phones as mobile computing, you just don't resort to taht until you have consulted all the other methods. You see, smartphones are good for getting software updates called "firmware updates" that fix most issuses that we come across. Instead of customer service hassel, we tend to get a chacne to have a solid device. Much better than most other things we buy if you think about it.

The good thing about bieng mobile is that I can make changes in how social I am with people, and at the same time stay connected to those I'd like to. It's a boundary thing, and at the same time, I see it as melearning how to better use this tech to not run my life but help me better live in it.

A you can tell, I have a good bit of things to talk about that will never make it here. At least not the live side of things.

I wonder what my friend is up to. She and I haven't taken a minute to get a tea or hang out in some time, and so I just wonder. I gotta give a call, cannot end up as a stranger to some folks ya know.

I lamost had more issues, but then a friend of mine and I werre taling about a poem that I wrote here a while ago and agreeded that the past should be kept there (no trailing memories ya know). Man, I wish that I could better learn that for both the good and bad things.

Many blessings to the Wellspring folks. I'll be there for a second visit and I'll chill a bit longer that next time.
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Friday, June 01, 2007

Mobile Means Something A Bit More

I am sitting in another state at the moment, enjoying life on the go while it lasts and getting some writing in for Brighthand. And while I get this moment, there are a few mobile thoughts that may or may not be of great value to some of you. But, if you are of the group of folks that I have just left (I'll miss you all too), there are some nuggets about mobile devices and being mobile that just might get you thinking a bit.
Image: Nokia N76 and N75 smartphones, via Engadget Mobile
The first thoughts have to do with phones that are not familiar to many people, and at the same time are pretty much what many want in a phone. Most don't really want a smartphone unless it is stylish and functional. Usually there is a size tradeoff, and a few other issues there. But Nokia seems to be addressing that my making available its N75 and N76 smarpthones in the US without a contract. Of course, without a contract means that you will be paying the actual value of the phone, but you will be getting a device that you can use to your heart's content and has a solid warranty behind it. Personally speaking, there is no other way to go mobile than this (for now). Check out the N-series website for more information about these and other "multimedia computers" that Nokia has made available.

For the Sony Ericsson fans out there, here is a video about their latest smartphone, the P1. This looks like a rally solid phone and seems a little smaller than a Treo, but with a touch more functionality. If I were going to a "different than a Treo" phone, this would be it, mainly becaues of the camera (3.2mpx) and touchscreen.

I have already talked about the new Palm Foleo. Perosnally, as I am sitting and doing what I need to do on a larger screen, it would work almost perfectly for me. Now, about that price...ehhhh.

But the key thing of all of this rambling is really, what does it all mean? Because if it is not easy and cost effective, why then even bring it up so much? Well, because it is all of those things and slightly more. It's my opinon that we have been conditioned to think of media and the Internet and how we look at the world in ways that might not be profitable to ourselves in the long run. We are either the ultimate consumers, or cliquish participants of things, but in terms of embracing the social changing aspects of the consequences of computing, that we are far from. One part of that is the devices, and surely another part of that is the education that is needed from all ends of society. But the key thing is that when one aspouses that mobile is the way to go, that person is not aspousing that the device or the methodology is better, but rather that it is closer to what we've wanted to do with computing all along. Easy access to the information that can elevate ourselves and our societies beyond the "glass ceilings" of politics, economics, or even self-defeat.

Have you ever thought of a mobile ushering in that kind of paradigm shift? I do all the time, and its one of the other reasons I move and groove the way that I do.
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