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Sunday, December 30, 2007

Poem: Bottled Up Yet Overflowing

Never was one to share too much glee
No, that was not the mainly way that would appear to me
Never was one to take much more than a singular care
Not to worry, multi-tasking was not at all my favorite fare
Yet when life turned up the heat
And the kettle filled with everything from foreign teas to broken feet made more than a peep
The emotion remained the same
Never saw him send any blame
Always took the road less traveled until pressure would maintain too much
And then speedily he would reach the arch
No longer filled with tar from the trip it was now two rubbers on the stove
And the faster he went he could not escape the inevitable chase
That life would eventually catch up with that bottle of passion
Never more than a smile gleamed could one understand the pain
It was buried deep such that he would never be the same
And when the actions flustered him to no end
The man would clean every nook, corner, cranny, and then
Move towards working more
More towards providing more
Until at the end of the days sore
A cookie and a choice movie would be the only chore
This is the kettle that I remembered
Never saw the stove in the same way when it was removed
Just a mite teapot short, stout
A handle big enough to be carried by travels never seen
A spout wide enough to feed even the hungriest of teens
This is what I remember as the years go by
And I become molded into a teapot His own
That for every action that I bottle up
I must release the passion overflowing
Else all that I would leave is charred remains
Of a teapot closed up
Like his father’s remains.

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Mobile Assessing

Being now that I am running into the Symbian camp with the N75, there are many things about my usage that I am noticing, some of which is good, but other aspects not so much so.

For example, I know that I need a device that has a QWERTY keyboard, but I am not a fan of hving "pocket buldge." Not that I wear tight pants or anytyhing, its just a waste of space to have something so gangly around ya know.
Image: Nokia E90 Communicator on a laptop keyboard, via SymbianWord
As much as I'd like a device that is good enough to be slim, and another that is good enough to hook up to it for webbing work, I really just want one device that is suitable for dang near everything. Looking at this review of the Nokia E90, and specifically this picture of it on a laptop, just reenforces the issue that I want the power of computing, just not in the paradigm of something huge.

I do really like the progress being made on the Internet Tablet devices though. I think that if the telephony aspect could be done well there, that an E90-like device running Linux would be really, really sick (touchscreen too).

Definitely need to have a device with TV-out. I don't like that affluence of haivng both a TV and a computer with monitor. Espeically when one can view TV online now, and devices are more than powerful enough to get enough of a wireless signal to enable this.

Form and function before prettiness, but looking like the Sony Ericsson W960i doesn't hurt a bit. I just don't see devices being this stylish and having all the other features too.

So basically, I am a guy in a bit of a mobile transistion. And that is a good thing. For a long time mobility has meant compromising on one type of device. Now I am exploring and seeing how to adapt my needs to what is out there. I know what I want, and am learning better how to use what is out there.

As I told my bro, I think that 2008 might find me taking the biggest mobile leap yet. And given the right device, it would be a leap well ahead of many, but right in the path of where many will want to go.

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Friday, December 28, 2007

A Mild Interruption

Only because I am too lazy to mail these links to myself later, enjoy:
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Mobile AHHHHHHH

There is this scene in The Search for the Holy Grail where they've gone into a cave and are reading some old Aramaic. The text said something to the effect of beware of the the Black_Beast_of_Aaaaarrrrrrggghhh. I feel like that at this moment in terms of mobile devices. While I am in the mist of going to a new device, the fact of the matter is that what I had was closest to what works, and the rest of what out there is a monster that seems prime to eat me alive. (rest in peace brother).

If I start with the device I am moving from (the Treo 680): I have this:
- touchscreen
- very well done user interface
- QWERTY thumbboard
- solid screen
- solid applications
- no 3G
- horrible battery life (i use an extended battery to make it thru the day)
- antiquated browser
- solid office software with Docs to Go v10

Then I go to what I have in compairson (the N75):
- no touchscreen
- user interface needs a lot of work
- numberpad, but very well done
- ok screen
- some solid apps
- 3G
- ok battery life when not doing push email
- great browser
- office software nada

So far soo good right? I basically have added and taken away a few things, but have setup a good run of possibly doing something different.

Then I look at what might meet my needs (the Nokia E90):
- no touchscreen
- better user interface, but two screens for phone or work focus
- numberpad and keyboard
- ok outside screen, superb inside screen according to reviews
- no US 3G, but wifi
- better than ok battery life
- great browser
- good office device

Well, accoording to the Smartphone Compairson grid the E90 would work best for me. It's got a few vital misses and so in keeping with what I do have in the N75, I am looking at what might be a bit better (Nokia N810 Internet Tablet):
- touchscreen
- solid user interface
- slid out thumbboard, onscreen thumbboard as well
- nice high resolution screen
- no 3G (its not a phone) but has WiFi
- excellent battery life
- desktop class browser
- office software needs work
- built in GPS is a plus

This is good, and there are some considerable compromises abound. But there's something nice and personal that I can do with this setup that might not be as possible with a converged solution. That being said, with the right converged solution, it could get fun.

That device would probably be the Nokia N95-3 (currently available):
- no touchscreen
- same UI as the N75
- numberpad, but not a great one
- 3G, wifi
- ok battery life
- superb browser
- solid office software (needs keyboard)
- built in GPS is a plus
- TV-Out a bigger plus

Its [kinda] not fair that my perfect device is not here except in pieces. But when I look at everything that is out there to want, its just like a monster consuming me at times. Considering that I am not as forward running (in devices or budget) as many of the bloggers out here, there is no way that I can jump to something new on a whim. But I am well ahead of most of the folks that I do know, and so making sure that I meet my needs and display an appropriate, albeit forward thinking, use of tech is something that I think about a lot.

I am writing this days before it will be published. Mainly because I am sure that by the time that I do want to publish it that something in my thought processes, if not devices that I own, will change. Until that moment though, this is the monster that I have been avoiding for a good amount of time now. Nothing like running into the cave head on and seeing if I can get that grail.

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Poem: Freedom Looks

It looks like the pen scribbling to no margins, no page breaks, no broken points
It looks like the dots crossed, the letters tossed, no line breaks, a continuous river
It looks like a rested pillow, a warm blanket, dreams pleasant, no broken alarms
It looks like the hands covered, the fingers raised, the voices praise, no longer lives in wonder
To me freedom looks like those things wished for and faith only has received
Those things where dreams travel to be refreshed, and such becomes its own streams
It looks like friends near, friends close, friends far, miles are not a problem
Until that time when dreams are realized it looks like the pen scribbling
No chains, no sorrows, no pains, only happiness on one of those tomorrows.

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

No, not speaking about any relationships with women (this time), but I am speaking about the N75 that I've recently acquired. Here is a snipet:
...Now, don't get me wrong, there is almost nothing wrong with my Treo 680. I like it a lot actually. I'm even looking forward to the firmware update to see what it will address, and if it can make a solid device even better. But at the same time, its like a marriage where nothing new has happened for so long that I am tired. Tired of compromises, tired of looking at the faster, slicker grass on the other side of the fence, and at least hoping for something that could make my grass seem a bit better...
As one of the first pieces published at Brighthand, I talk about how this was a hard but necessary decsion. If you will, I'm getitng used to a new bed. And some things while ok, need some adjusting to the world outside of Palm.

Read the entire piece at Brighthand

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Stupid Video Embedding

I am a web developer. And I take some aspects of what I do quite seriously. For example, embedding. But do others?

Now, most people know that if you go to YouTube and view a video that you get a few pieces of code at the end. You get one to just link to the page, and another to embed the entire video.

My issue is with the embed link though. Couldn't they use a more accessible means than the object/embed method that Macromedia/Adobe is constantly slammed over?

If you are on a mobile device, you don't even get a message saying that you need Flash, which is stupid. Worse yet, some of these movies are available in alternative formats and a more accessible means to getting to them should be offered.

I should have made accessiblity for online video as part of my Christmas wish list. Maybe then I would have a better reason to diss Santa other than not getting the devices that propigate this stupid idea of non-accessible video embedding.

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Chosen

If a man choses to be with a woman because of her intrinsic qualities and unique giftings, he is not settling. He does not choose her to be a token, nor to be his enabler.

At his core, his love towards her is based on her knowing God's valuing of her, and how he will do his best to uphold and protect that valuation.

It is this man that choses a woman based then on God's view of her, not his own. God's view is holy, and if that man would be honest, then he too would desire holiness in heart and mind when approaching her.

The man that choses a woman on the opposite reasonings choses a lie and a bar that he will never reach. He will spend his days in saddness until he realizes her worth he had devalued. While he might find some happiness, he will never know the purity of joy that comes from loving her as God Himself does.

The man that grapples then of when to walk towards that woman has a choice. He will either take her for God's value of her, or only admire her at a distance as others who truely don't know her devalue her. Until he comes to grips with her true worth, she will remain chosen but never taken.

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Monday, December 24, 2007

More Mobile Computing

Right now, I am typing this post from a coffeehouse in Ballentyne. But instead of doing it on my Treo, or even on the new N75 that I have, I am typing it on a Palm LifeDrive. The LifeDrive is basically a PDA with a big hard drive, 4GB. But because of its size and ability, it could be considered an early option to the UMPC category that is catching a bit of new energy with devices such as the Asus Eee PC, Nokia N810, and Apple iPod Touch.

So what makes the LifeDrive special? Well, at this point nothing really. When it was released some years ago though, its hard drive was the first in a device that was this size.

For me, it is proving to be a suitable wifi internet tablet for the moment. I am considering the N800 or N810 Internet Tablet and would be using it in about the same way, and so getting some practice in is a good thing.

A few more things before I stop writing here for the moment: - this device could have been a game-changeer in terms of mobile computing if it had a lot of its rough edges smoothed. - a second LifeDrvie that had a larger hard drive, and more refined programs would have also been great.

Well, that is all for now. At the moment, I am letting mobile computing have its say. Merry Christmas to all of you.

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Sunday, December 23, 2007

Poem: Unveil

Last gifts on first days are always the most important
Each way that the first days appear are gifts to me this day
I find and fly high amongst my dreams on this day
And yet when the ribbon is pulled I refuse to give myself away
Touch not and taste not I dare not let them impose
Each moment each tiddle and yet people most I am loved
One way that I say that I remain in this mind
Is that when my friends I left them to proceed towards this life
Then the calls, oh the calls, the holidays keep this in play
When the most that I really miss are those that helped me on the way
But even now when I am down because I frown on such dismay
That I'd hope that by this moment that I'd be more than just a day
My gift therefore remains bound to the box and to the tree
Hoping for the right moment when I can be free
To be me
To be free
To share honestly all the time
With the people who truly matter
And who will not steal His mind
Unveil me, please share me with those that I'd love
Just please don't take advantage of the fact that I'm loved
I just love being a gift and a servant in play
But when is it really appropriate that I'd be unveiled for an only?

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Imparted Musings

I haven't posted much anything of substance in a few weeks. Mainly because I have been all manners of busy and in a bit of a tech transition. That being said, there are a number of just little thoughts that Ima let spill a bit here and kinda go from there.

I find it amazing that someone that can find so much distaste in you can turn around every other month and express love towards you. Either this is an imitation of how we do God, or this is certainly just a case of brokenness spilled out.

Amazing how the Body can and will come together for "worship." Yet so many times we cannot even worship because we are too interested in what someone else is doing, or better yet, what they are not doing because they aren't "filled."

I love that two of my friends are taking a step into ministry by going to further schooling. I look at them and realize many steps they have taken that I haven't, or that I just wasn't made to take. They might be younger, but they are very much encouraging to me.

My bro has an announcement coming soon, a few of them really. Is it right for me to be competitive and want a few announcements of my own.

I cannot take the weight many mornings when I am at work and there is just a mess of things coming at me. I have two friends who seem to text me at just the time when I am about to break. One of them has no clue that those messages are on time, the other one is plugged into God to the point that I gasp when I listen to them speak. Amazing how that works out.

Kirk Franklin's latest CD is off the chain. I'd probably written half the tracks over the past year in several poems, but his sound better as they are to music. Thanks Kirk for letting God use that gift again.

Was looking for an N800 Internet Tablet at the coffeehouse and there was a guy there using one. He was not a techie, but a guy who just wanted tech that worked. That was a borderline slap in the face, and then an encouragement to fight for real teach goals, not just the latest and greatest that minister to no one.

I've got a handle on absoutely nothing, because everytime that I say I do, something happens to change that up.

Getting roots down here is one part "business Ant" and one part "personal Ant." I hate how they sometimes cause me to make decsions that leave me out of stuff. But I know that healthy boundaries means making those decsions and knowing the fruit of them. I know why I do them, but some people - no, one person - I'd love to have as a part of my life to help me keep focused on the purpose of being here, and doing web/mobile.

Do any of the bloggers that write on tech, web, and mobile think about these things? How come most of them talk on such external issues? Or am I just using the wrong window to share myself? In that case, whoops. I'll share more next time thru.

To a friend: do you understand that I don't want to wait. That I would rather just let life happen. And yet every holy person has encouraged me to develop patience and develop in him. I know God is growing me here, and that none of this is all about me. But I so need Him to hide me when I am around you. I'm so afraid of saying or blowing up the wrong way that would express in layman's terms why I hate waiting, and why I know I need His patience in me. Its not at all easy, and my silence is due to me knowing that I need to grow with my mouth closed. So don't worry, I'm fine. I'm staying around, just having my battles in making roots, making patience part of that ground that I'm planted in. If you don't believe me, there are friends of yours who do understand. Just as much as you need mine, I need your prayers.

Hide Me is the best track on Kirk's CD. Bar none. best production, best lyrics, and everyone can get into it no matter where they are. Its one of those tracks that will just sit you down and be still for a minute.

With that, I'm signing off. If there was anything else that I'd needed to impart here, it would be that God knows that I've moved on, and I'm tired of fighting with myself; but this is the fight of my life, and by God's Spirit I shall move to my destiny.

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Friday, December 21, 2007

A Mobile Shift

Image: Nokia N75, via Yahoo Image SearchI just blogged it on MMM, but the same is going to be said here. I've just attained my first (to own) Symbian mobile device, the Nokia N75. I'm still getting it setup with all my needed programs (right now only Jaiku is on it). But when it does get all setup, I shall be a Symbian guy.

Sure, I wanted the Sony Ericsson W960i, but without US 3G, I couldn't make a play for it in good faith (though it really does have EVERYTHING except the TV out that I want in a mobile).

What that means for this blog is that I might be posting as infrequently as I don't see me doing long posts on the N75 at this point, though I will try once in a while.

Considering how much I am on Jaiku, and will be even more so, it will balance out. Plus, FLickr integration will make posting pics here even more the fun episode.

Next step in mobile device fun is the Nokia N810 (or better). Then I will again be so mobile that it will make people sick.

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

Treo? Yup Still

This is a post featured at Palm Addict, here is a snippet: Image: Palm Treo 680, via Palm Addict
I have to admit something, I did not think that I would still be using my Treo 680 right now. When I was looking at it about this time last year, I knew that it would be a solid addition, but not necessarly something that would stay. I knew that I wanted to go back to the large screen of my T5, but didn't want to give up the Palm OS, nor the versaitlity of the platform. That, and I just like it. It works plain and simple...
Read the rest at Palm Addict.

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

A Funky Nativity

If you are an old school hip hop head, it will merit some laughs:


- via A Little Leaven

And yes, I am hip to the fact that this is offensive to many Christians. My question then goes really simple, if HHH is acceptable, what about this is less so?

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My Moo Cards Are Here

Originally uploaded by ARJWright via mobile phone

A very nice package, one of two (check that, three) packages actually, came in the mail today. Moo cards, via my Flickr Pro membership. Very cool.

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Monday, December 17, 2007

Poem: Moods of A Flower

Everytime that I walk in this garden
There is this flower that shows a different petal
Some times it sits in meditation
Other times it is the best of what's romantic
There are times that it sits just still and hopeful
And another moment when it was raining that I caught it pure

Everytime that I get close though
I don't make that mistake of staring too long
For all that I really needed in that walk thru the garden
Was to know what mood that flower would display
If if the next time a mood would invite me to sit and watch it grow.

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The Church and the 7th Dimension

I wrote a bit earlier last week at MMM about a response to technology that the Body needs to pay attention towards. As we understand things now, tehre are 3.4+ billion people who utilize a mobile phone, and several hundred million who use some from of desktop/laptop computing. Essentially, there is a lot of tech ground to cover if we want to reach "the ends of the earth." So how do we look at this in the context of mobile?

Cynthia Ware (of The Digital Sanctuary and Digital.Leadnet) approached me about writing a piece that speaks towards the church's response to ministry in the 7th area of mass communication - mobile. Here is the output of that line of thinking:

...The new challenge to the church isn't just mastering technology, specifically computing. While there is something very profitable about websites, graphic design, A/V production, and the like, we have always excelled when the technology got us into interpersonal relationships with people. In the latest media dimension - mobile (called the 7th mass media) - the Body has a chance to get back to its roots of getting into the lives of people, while also taking some of the best parts of other media types to the engagement and discipleship process...
Read the rest of the Church in the 7th Dimension at The Digital Sanctuary.

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

Thoughts of a Sleepy Man

I am writing this on 1.5hrs of sleep; having been out all night and gone to church. I'm tired, and so much so that the lack of sleep isn't the worst part of all of this. Well, I cannot say that anything is the worst part, but man have I been given a doozy to pray on.

Last night saw some really cool stuff happen. Got to listen to bros and sisters alike share their gifts, and come together.

Got to see some really off stuff happen. Got to listen to horrible exhorting(!!!), and a disconnected "atmosphere of worship."

Last night I was in the middle of a few camps, and asked to stand for God's with one man.

Today I saw and read how beneficial it is to be connected with a Body that has similar goals; I saw how weary it can make anyone at anytime as well.

I've got to pray. One of the sisters who was on last night encouraged me to stay in the flow (in the mix, connected to, something like that, it was early this morning and I am tired). Another asked me to "pray that we might be one." That was one of those throw back at me what I just sent to you verses.

This is all very heavy. And I am not even sure of what I can do about it all. Guess it really doesn't matter, I'm sleepy, everything is heavy.

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Friday, December 14, 2007

Mobile Photo Fun

Image: Picture taken with the Nokia N95 in Annapolis, MDOne of the reasons that I liked the Nokia N95 so much was because it was a very solid digital camera. There were some issues with shutter speed and what have you, but for the nost part the pictures were just sick.

Then I saw these. WOW! I so need to get another N9x and get my camera-phone skills up.

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Don't Say You Didn't Hear About It

Passing along some info, so don't say I didn't say anything:

Faith's Soiree, Sat @ University City Church
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As for me, I need to get some sleep. It has been a long week with MixxMasters and this.

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Getting a Pen Down

I'm in one of those really busy moments in life again. Haven't had the energy to blog, let alone much time where I've wanted to dedicate to doing so. I think that is one of the fun battles of balancing this web/mobile 2.0 thing, finding the time to do things like blog, tag, surf, share, etc.; and then make sure that the other relationships that I have (and want to have) have the space to grow properly.

Last night I went to MixxMasters for the second night in a row. The group up was Lightheaded w/Theory Hazit. I really enjoyed myself, and for the most part the crowd did as well. But many of the younger audience members had a hard time catching the flow. Lightheaded is a group that is based on the hip-hop of old (LOS, old KRS-1, Tribe Called Quest, etc.). That sound and energy is just not present in todays "fluff" and so some of the kids really had to stop and listen more than just rock and glisten.

Suffering a nearly pulled hammy. It got tight right as I was walking out of the show area. Remind me to subscribe to some magazine for the young and bodly-broken down (LOL).

A few nights ago stepped out on faith a bit. Glad that I did, but really need to stay consistent in energy and focus. I've been allowing work to effect me when not at work, and that is some aspect of boundaries that I need to keep working on. The other part of that is that I've been working late the past few nights as well, and I cannot keep that going on. There is enough hours in the day, and I need to spend those alloted ones there. All the rest of the time needs to be used for me to persue holiness rather than appeasing my ego to get things done.

Hopefully pictures will come this weekend from an event that I'm going to. Who knows, maybe the tech won't come out and I'll just have a good time without it. Yikes, here I am turning back into the pre-Palm version of me.

Pens down, back to work.

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Poem: Each Time

Each time a petal fell
We thought He didn't care
We thought we were dying

Each time with wind blew harder
We thought He would let go
We never could see just how well He rooted us

Each time we cried dew drops
For failing Him on yet another morning
We thought He'd leave us
That He'd dry the ground for good

Then He clipped
Then He snipped
Then He dug
Then He replanted

No longer were the petals falling
No longer were the winds prevailing
No longer were our leaves dry

The only thing remaining was He and us
Each time we thought otherwise
He proved that He loves us

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Sunday, December 09, 2007

Next

On the verge on something really big. I'd like to think of it as the next really big thing for me, and at the same time I really don't know how big that it really is. I mean, I do know that my life I in a heck of a plant/harvet time. There's been a lot going on both personally ans professionally. But I see the nezt thing as being definitely personal, and I have my thoughts, but not sure how life will fare.

I would have been just fine of the woman in the coffeeshop on Friday did not speak from the Lord so accurately on so many levels. I was just fine then knowing that the next thing was coming, just not here. She told me what to look for, how I'll grow from thus and why God has this so.

Really, to meet someone you've never met and have them speak from God's heart on your life is amazing. Mably because I am the onw soing it, to have it done to me was humbling.

I've not even blogged much lately. Since resetting all the info in my Treo, I've been looking at how to go to the next place with this. Indeed, this is a much easier thing (and not nearly as expensive over the life of the device) as those other things that might be next.

'Just sit back and meditate...'

What's next seems to be just about here.

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Friday, December 07, 2007

Crafting the Relevant Mobile Web

Making something a efficient as the mobile web something easy for casual users to understand and use is hard. Developers have not had a problem creating programs and services, but making their relevance something easy to grasp has been very difficult. In my latest editorial at Brighthand, I speak on how this is important for the mobile web to flourish. There is one company doing a good job in this respect. Read on for a snippet:
As I looked at the reaction to this new feature, I realized that Google gets it when it comes to crafting a relevant mobile web. Relevant for non-techies, I mean.

Google Maps Mobile now works like GPS, except it is free (aside from the data plan costs). It's software that sits on a mobile phone -- a device people regard as personal enough to keep on them nearly all the time. And finally, it's simple to use -- see the 'blue dot' and there you are.

Read the entire article at Brighthand

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Thursday, December 06, 2007

Condolences

Please keep my bro Jason and his family in your prayers. They suffered a great loss in their family today.

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Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Out of the Freelance Web Design Business

I make this decsion every year it seems, and this year was probably the first since 2002 where I broke that decsion towards taking on some freelance web design work. It's not that I don't enjoy designing, but rather that I don't have the time to build and manage projects. Its much more work and requires levels of interaction that I don't have the time for (nor want to make the time for considering my day job of sitting in front of the computer desiging/developing five days a week).

That being said, there are other options, and thanks to a post on Techcrunch, I'll share a few.

All of the following sites allow for a means of easy webpage creation without having to know much (if any) HTML. You will not get the flexibilty of something designed from scratch as many of these use templates to get you started; however, you will have easy and total control over your site - which is what everyone wants - and the ability to grow the site with your abilities.

- Doodlekit
- Weebly
- Synthasite
- Jimdo
- Google Pages
- SiteKreator
- Sampa

My listing of these pages is by no means an endorsement of them. Rather, I am pushing the idea of you being able to get out and learn how to do some design on your own. Besides keeping more money in your pocket, you gain the knowledge and flexiblity of running from the ground up your own website.

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Poem: If I Had One Thousand Words

If I had the word to heal your pain
I'd speak it in one thousand tongues
If I had a magic bean that would grow
And lead you to your own golden goose
I'd fill the prescription and plant it right here
If I had the muscles to life that heavy heart
I'd use whatever strength I had left to secure it
And draft the best blanket ever made
But if I had all of that
And never offered you my very truth
Would you receive this love that moves days
Or would you continue to believe God never cared
If I could speak in one thousand tongues
I'd plan my words with letters of His Name
I'd take my arms tired from the game
And give them to you
Apologies for their profane fame but we are tired
For all of the planting that led to this night
Convinced me of just this
If I had the word to heal your pain
I'd give you that pill
So that Him you'd gain

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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

New Skin: Winter Leaves

Just created a new skin called Winter Leaves. This skin is something simple and seasonsal. Its based on just the background and the idea being that some aspects of us hibernate during this time. At the same time, in simplicity there is beauty.

You can always choose which of the skins you'd like to see here. If you notice any issues, please leave a comment here noting the issue as well as the web browser that you are using. If time permits, I'll fix those issues (if possible).
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Lunchtime Meditation and Response

I spent my lunch time praying, meditating on this time in my life...

I feel flustered, a touch overwhelmed

...but I know what my response needs to be, and I'm doing it (worship and yielding)

...and the more I'm pressing into Him, the more I feel the pressure of everything around me

...I wanna relent

...I wanna just kinda let it all fall aside and let the waves kinda take over

...but God's simple wisdom

..."deliverance has always been here, but you will never realize it until you change your behavior" (credit: Dave Ramsey)

...that wisdom requires a different response...and its hard.

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Monday, December 03, 2007

Coming Up In the Q-City

Image: SteelRoots Presents MIXMasters I'll update this later, but for now, peep the SteelRoots website for more info.

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Poem: Unfocused, Unfailing Love

Trying to stay focused on the task at hand
Giving my all to make sure that I understand
It's not all about me

Trying to keep my head straight towards His plans
Don't wanna drive into the gate again and again
Gotta make decsions clear

I feel so unfocused
I cannot concentrate on what I should desire
I feel so untold of
His focus and and intent

Let your unfailing love
Focus me
Clear up all my shaking
As I stand in you
Let your unfailing love
Focus me
I've got to maintain my eyes on straight
To your desire

Trying to control this life in sway
Giving my all to to this just only to say
What you would say

Trying to keep my mind one thing
Don't wanna step on your singing, bringing
Gotta make my words clear
Before I would persue

I feel so unfocused
I can't concentrate
I feel so untold of
As you patiently wait

Let your unfailing love
Focus me
Clear up all my shaking
As I stand in you
Let your unfailing love
Focus me
I've got to maintain my eyes on straight
To your desire

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